Satisfied lyrics

I've spent so much time chasin' A life I thought was mine I thought I deserved I thought I'd earned What is it in my heart That's damaged? To take a beautiful life For granted 'cause That was how I planned it I've come to terms with the man that I made up And the one I really am I've taken turns on days when I gave up And the ones I took a stand And I can be satisfied with You in my saddest times or I can't be satisfied at all How many lessons must I learn the hard way? And through it all to know I'm loved always I think I've always knew I've come to terms with the man that I made up And the one I really am I've taken turns on days when I gave up And the ones I took a stand And I can be satisfied with You in my saddest times or I can't be satisfied at all I've always had Your love I've come to terms with the man that I made up And I've taken turns on days when I gave up And I can be satisfied with You in my saddest times or I can't be satisfied at all Give me an honest life, I'm Giving up killing time, so I can be satisfied in You I've always had Your love And that'll always be enough