OCD lyrics

Head spinning on the same cycle Let me hol up let me go again Head spinning on the same cycle Let me repeat it just to check Wash my lil boys baby bottles Just to make sure they ain't sick Is my door locked to the Lord? For the eighth time wash my sins Head spinning on the shame cycle Like Jesus blood don't exist Same flow, same pattern, am I dried up? Only 26 Did I say Holy Spirit speak through me enough For this flow to be cleansed? Everybody round me annoyed with me Cause I'm asking do you love me again? Can I be free again? Got stuck, can I feel peace again? Messed up thinking bout me again Jesus can't die on the tree again Did I overdo it making every flow stupid? Did I please God or me again? Wait I think I said again too much hold on Feel like I'm living in a spaceship I just need some inner space They say life is what you make it all I make is overthink Diagnosed with OCD but maybe God can make it paint If freedom is a choice I guess I need some time to Wait This is not real Please Please Wake up