In a Trance lyrics

I forgive myself For moving in any type of way That didn't reflect How deep I value myself That girl is gone The imperatrix woke up I loved you heavy, I stayed too long I bent my truth, just to feel strong I poured my light into empty hands Trying to make someone understand But now I see the pattern clear I was choosing them Over the woman in the mirror I thought that love could make me hope But I forgot, I already had a throne I forgive who I had to be To survive those lonely nights I forgive every time I stayed When my heart was screaming fine But now I choose my power Now I choose my life I found the imperatrix And she brought me back to life I gave my softness to careless souls Thinking if I loved enough They'd finally grow But the truth cut deep And the truth was this I was asking crumbs When I was born for bliss Every tear Every ache in my chest Was shaping the woman Who finally said yes Yes to herself Yes to rebirth Yes to the crown She always deserved I won't shrink again Just to make love stay I won't dim my fire Because few got in the way, I I feel loved who I had to be To survive those lonely nights I forgive every time I stayed When my heart was screaming fine But now I choose my power Now I choose my life I found the imperatrix And she brought me back to life She's the version of me Who doesn't beg Who doesn't break Who doesn't chase she commands She decides She rises He rises Or forgive my past I release the pain Everything I lost Returns in better ways I trust the woman I'm becoming tonight The imperatrix Who walks in her light