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I got issues that I fight, I lose Caught in my feelings I try, but not dealing Never learned to cope, so I turn to dope (I turn to dope) Fall from the reeling Stuck watching the ceiling I am paralyzed Is this my demise? Just being real, just being honest How could you want this? When I cannot promise Things will get better I thought it was over Now that I'm sober And I'm getting older Just being real, just being honest How could you want this? When I cannot promise Things will get better I thought it was over Now that I'm sober And I'm getting older Just being real One thing's for certain, I feel a burden Not tryna put this weight on you As I roll up the curtain Welcome to the shit show Didn't plan on going so low Got me reaching for the bottle And I bet you did not know, know That I could tell you lies Truth is in my eyes I'm just being real, just being honest How could you want this? When I cannot promise Things will get better I thought it was over Now that I'm sober And I'm getting older Just being real, just being honest How could you want this? When I cannot promise Things will get better I thought it was over Now that I'm sober And I'm getting older Just being (real) Just being (honest) How could you (want this?) How could you (want this?) I've been down, I've been out Yeah, you said you got my back With no doubt Lovin' me through all my shit Loyal, devout But my mind plays tricks on me Burn you out, burn you out I've been down, I've been out And you said you had my back with no doubt Only a matter of time, you'll turn around And realize I'm too much for you Better off without (yeah) Off without