When I Get Like This lyrics

I don't know what I want when I get like this And I know I'm pushing my luck more than a little bit I feel myself going to the wall Over something that doesn't matter at all I'm just sorry you had to see me when I get like this Sometimes I push on the walls just to see where they are Sometimes I'll take a position and I'll push it too far I feel myself being unfair Pushed by some unfinished business somewhere I'm just sorry you had to see me when I get like this I never wanted you to see me when I get like this And when I get like this I see the disappointment in your face And when I get like this You're here with me but I'm some other place And when I get like this It's another side of self that doesn't serve me well I'm so sorry you had to see me when I get like this There is an on going struggle and it gets out of hand Between who I wish I was and who I really am And who is the one you chose And are you having second thoughts now you've got this close I'm just sorry you had to see me when I get like this I never wanted you to see me when I get like this