Back To Back lyrics

When I was born as an only child My parents were forty or even more Daddy wanted no children because he was so afraid His father would turn into the brand new born Where is my childhood I hear its voice inside But I am back now I will survive instead Where is my childhood I hear its voice inside But I am back now I will survive instead All went well as long as a boy I grew up and daddy got scared He took his chains and forced me down But meant so well as protecting god