Breakdown lyrics

I'm always one step away from the railing I try to hold myself back I'm always one step away from the feeling I could snap just like that Self-destruction, don't you love it? How you never rise above it? Get so high off the lows Till I let go I'm always up for a breakdown The pressure's building now That beat in my brain It's keeping me sane Make it loud I'm always up I'm always hiding the weight that I carry Trying to hold my head up When it drops Don't it make you wanna go hard? Let your body let go till you hit the floor That's what we're waiting for That's what we're waiting for Self-destruction, don't you love it? How you never rise above it? Get so high off the lows Till I let go I'm always up for a breakdown The pressure's building now That beat in my brain It's keeping sane Make it loud Think I'm ready to lose myself Can't be the only one Turn down my problems Till they're forgotten Fade out I'm always up for a breakdown Some days you're about to blow The heavier the better, yeah the lower we go Drop a, pretty criminal Throw down therapy, yeah let's go Some days you're about to blow The heavier the better, yeah the lower we go Drop a, pretty criminal Throw down therapy (I think I'm ready for it) I'm always up for a breakdown The pressure's building now That beat in my brain It's keeping me sane Make it loud Think I'm ready to lose myself Can't be the only one Turn down my problems Till they're forgotten Fade out I'm always up for a breakdown I'm always up for a breakdown