Rituals lyrics

I will never know Why I left you when you needed me the most I will never know Why the thought of you would turn my heart so cold You made me lose myself I live like someone else Save me Break me You made me lose myself I live like someone else Loving you feels so unnatural I can't run when you let me go I will choke when you hold me close Tell me how did I turn so cold A part of me will never know Feel alive when it hurts the most It's a pain that I hold too close Tell me when have I lost my soul This is our ritual You have paved my way with ill intentions There's a voice inside It never listens You made me lose myself I live like someone else I can't run when you let me go I will choke when you hold me close Tell me how did I turn so cold A part of me will never know Feel alive when it hurts the most It's a pain that I hold too close Tell me when have I lost my soul This is our ritual I feel the dark surrounding me tonight I can't tell if I'll make it through the night I feel the dark surrounding me tonight I've never felt so alive Loving you feels so unnatural Save me Come break me Save me Loving you feels so unnatural