Lost lyrics

This is the end of the beginning An escape From this misery It’s so hard trying to believe When every day always feels so empty I know there has to be a purpose to all of this But without a sense of reality I’m questioning my own existence Looking on the outside everything just seems so far away Like the images scrolling on the paneled screen I don’t believe what my eyes see This is my turning point I decide my fate I can’t live in the comfort of something that’s so full of regret Four years of living lost In this dim lit place The center of my universe is this curse of my mind in space I need to let go This is the beginning of the end