Past lyrics

I have you, I had you, Cause if I look to the past, I really am alone. I am, I was, Cause if I look to the past, I really am not. I have it, I had it, Cause if I look to the past, I really never had. I never had, the love that I needed, I needed some love, and you never give, I love myself, and you not need, I really had a love bleeding. I ate some plants, and you never give.