TOO FAR GONE lyrics

I'm not taking it personal I’ve just been through it I'm not turning my back I just want to cast away Tell me you could feel the same Maybe I'm just used to being afraid But I don’t want you to know Maybe I'm just used to being afraid But I won’t let go, I won’t let go Maybe this has all been for nothing Am I holding on when’s it's too far gone? Maybe I'm just craving disaster Cause I won’t let go of this pain I'm after It’s hard to keep going on with these memories Each time that I fall a part of me wastes away Tell me you don’t feel the same I don’t want to turn into nothing But my heart is beating out of my chest I don’t want to waste every moment Until I have nothing left Fell in love with the way I fail I filled the room with smoke and I'm breathing in My demise A product of all this misery I can’t hide Never ending uncertainty