Ready For The Sun lyrics

She will come and she will go A lesson that I've come to know I will find my friend I will find my friend People change but stay the same I'm learning how to play the game Until the bitter end Drowning with my friend I'm not running toward the answers You would have me find I'm just looking for a recess In my worried mind I'm not ready to begin I'm not ready for a change You don't have to fight me I'm not lookin' for the daylight Any time to come I'm not ready yet I'm not ready for the sun Seasons come and seasons pass But I just hide behind my mask I won't let you in You are not my friend Clock keeps ticking all day long Heart grows weak, my urge grows strong I will find my friend I'll be whole again I'm not running toward the answers You would have me find I'm just looking for a recess In my worried mind I'm not ready for the end I'm not ready to begin I'm not ready for a change You don't have to fight me I'm not lookin' for the daylight Any time to come I'm not ready yet I'm not ready for the sun Whoa Night by night the years go by And I could never tell you why I treat myself like this. I keep myself from bliss I stay young while you grow old Living out the lies I told Wallow in my sin I got old my friend I'm not ready for the end I'm not ready to begin I'm not ready for a change You don't have to fight me I'm not looking for the daylight anytime to come I'm not ready yet. I'm not ready for the sun Oh I'm not ready for the sun Yeah I'm not ready