Changing or Fading lyrics

Please show me where we're going now I'm tired, burned out, numb As foul as I am I got rid of the lamb And it made me feel so lost If changing me means love to you, I can not understand where this is going to A glimpse of a life that's loved and hated Loved hatred and hated love There is no time for contemplating It's changing or fading into the void As soon as you gave birth to tainting My own rules of life So swiftly losing all ambition An unstoppable overdrive As flawed as I've become I will come clean again, to show you what you've done A glimpse of a life that's loved and hated Loved hatred and hated love There is no time for contemplating It's changing or fading into the void