Fading Senses lyrics

After all Following everything I've known I was wondering all alone Waiting for a time that might have been My own way down Suddenly everything is wrong have I really been gone so long? Hanging by the nails Across my idle eyes so wide And after all the days of fading senses This has taken more Than I had to give If we face the one we've been avoiding And I'm out of all control again Let me go Gathering comforting remains I was unprepared, running scared Faltering, and why do I hold on? It's gone, I know And after all the days of fading senses I don't feel the same And I want to live The insecurity of never knowing Has the race been run And is the long day done?