Testo di When Days Return

cancerfilled trains creep through my day in my concrete sick eyes colours can't stay i stand in the chalk outlines of my entity for me all is lost now, mirth is just vanity all is wrong in this grey ruins i am nothing, grief is reaching walking through all this is distorting my sight to see what happens will darken my past remembering my failures will suppress my smile as gaiety can't show on an embittered face destroying my hands on adamant ground as screeching fills my eyes with fluttering glint this cannot be, you can't be lost, he is not right, i can't be so weak, all is so wrong, i hate to despair i am unable to bear it longer i must leave this all behind i throw my face into the corner of my room my jowls become warm, my sight gets dim blood coats my eyes and seeps into the wall as the final ache turns into white dazzling light