Testo di Self-Destruction

I feel a manic obsession Let me suffer and I'll obey you Sweet torment caresses my lust I'm a servant to whatever hurts Self-destruction, beloved enemy Self-destruction, beyond remedy Pain holds me down but my spirit awakes Lament and gloom feed the demon within The scars in my flesh Reflect the scars in my soul Thanatomiania, a secret suicide Self-destruction, beloved enemy Self-destruction, beyond remedy Self-destruction, master of disharmony Self-destruction, mirrored through misanthropy Misery is precious treasure It makes my dead soul feel alive Calamity is my only pleasure In a world so cold nothing's worth to strive I feel severed from this life I feel severed from God's creation The moment of death will be my rescue Nothingness heals all wounds Oblivion is my benediction The loss of life my greatest gift The blood that runs out of my veins Makes me calm For the first time in my life I feel satisfied Eradicate my mortality Release me into eternity