Testo di Life Wasted

Lost in a jaundiced haze I wake alone in dejection Floating through this void of life Trying so hard to forget those times I meant nothing Trying to find some reason to move on My youth has been so hopelessly wasted in such Loathsome ennui that I find an absence where I used to belong A place to run away Where I can lose myself, finding a brief moment Of respite from the weight of sadness that still weighs on my soul There are no words out there in the noise of the city Here, I am protected, staying inside Wasting my days sleeping like I was already dead It's useless Sheltered from the dirt, everything in uncertainty, I wander with nobody Nothing really matters, when entropy saturates each moment of fleeting repose Being lost inside my own head, with numbed veins I left myself so dull and hollow; my embers of passion extinguished in my tears No tomorrow, no future, just a waste of being Their lives will be better without me