Testo di Spoken part

so much time wasted with bullshit!! and I know that I'm guilty, when I feel this taste os wasted years pretending to make the difference, while shutting my mouth and closing my ears AND I KNOW THAT I'M GUILTY WHEN I QUESTION THESE TEARS OF FALLEN SKIES WHEN I HANDLE THEIR HANDS... TIRED OS CLEANING THEIR EYES so many lies time after time!! and I know that I'm guilty, when I feel the void in my heart all those years preaching action, but never taking a fucking start I'm guilty, I'm fucking guilty, for not doing, for not procrastinating for living self-centred on my trivialities but now I... I understand the meaning of these words but now I... I understand the meaning of theses two words SPOKEN PART!!!