Original lyrics
ENThe curtains are drawn, the light is refused
Another day wasted, another dawn confused
My body is heavy, glued tight to this space
Just me and the quiet, staring blank at the place
Where laughter used to live, before it took flight
Leaving this echo chamber dark in the night
The weight of the world is too much to bear
And reality tells me that you are not there
I whisper your name in the hollow of my heart
Just to feel like you're close, right from the start
Just to feel that you're still somehow deep inside me
Trapped in this fragile, desperate fantasy
I know it's only smoke, I know it's a lie
But it's the only way I can manage to cry
My thoughts are just circles, a tape on repeat
The sound of your absence, a deafening beat
I look at the ceiling, I try to recall
The color of moments before the great fall
This sadness is heavy, it lives in my bones
A permanent shadow when I'm all alone
The weight of the world is too much to bear
And reality tells me that you are not there
I whisper your name in the hollow of my heart
Just to feel like you're close, right from the start
Just to feel that you're still somehow deep inside me
Trapped in this fragile, desperate fantasy
I know it's only smoke, I know it's a lie
But it's the only way I can manage to cry
My imagination is the kindest friend I have
It builds up the moments that I desperately crave
It wraps me in comfort I cannot attain
Then fades with the morning and leaves only rain
You are in my imagination
Just feel you close
Your name, your name
I whisper your name