The change came suddenly 歌詞

can I spread frustration without speaking? without parting my lips except to breath? I let my actions speak for me because my words collided with yours it created tension and frustration so I left I didnt turn around to see how troubled you were that night I promise that it paled in comparison to the anguish each step brought me as I walked away my heart pumps your rhapsody I still lick my lips to the thought of you so now im stuck here in the purgatory of longing for that one kiss good-bye I try to empty myself of all desire that I crave for ou but the attempt only brings me to my knees I succumb to you idol this subconscious social vampire who haunts everythought I chock on the will to demand patence only to find myself swallowing blood