Descending In Cruelty 歌詞

So close, Trying to awake makes you fall deeper and deeper In misery, grief, sorrow, Now the real cruelty begins Fallen, into sadness Ghastly dream arisen Graceful pain, again and again Everything precious died Through the aeons I fly All I can see I am still my own undying enemy Through the night so divine I spread my wing and fly, tonight Emptiness fulfilling the space Dimensional breaking through my mind Lost in the depths of me Anguish is raising I sense Descending in cruelty Beyond the reaches of the end Looking the ruins of the throne I've been praying all along Pain, sadness surrounding my eyes I am fading, I'm alone Losing control, losing my soul Piercing madness, insanity rules Completion, undone At the end always remains darkness I am the one who see what others can not For them, trying to help me, to my selfish mind, The refusal is not from my own I felt in cruelty and I'm falling on and on