I Was Fine Until I Listened To Music 歌詞

I was fine when I was sleeping in I was fine when I went to the gym I was fine when I walked out your door I'm not fine anymore I was fine peeling your sweater up Wiping tears feeling your outer cut I was fine saying I love you more I'm not fine anymore I was fine until I listened to music Heard those strings and then I had no excuses Eyes well up, I realized what the truth is I'm not fine anymore I'm a mess out of my record shelf What a testament to my mental health Wrote this song, and I kept it to myself I'm not fine anymore I guess it's best if I just stay alone 'Cause my ex, she haunts my headphones Her ghost loves my ghosted semitones Same fucking thing happened three years ago I was fine until I listened to music Heard those strings and then I had no excuses Eyes well up, I realized what the truth is I'm not fine anymore I was fine until I listened to music Heard those strings and then I had no excuses Eyes well up, I realized what the truth is I'm not fine anymore I was fine throwing your toothbush away I was fine on our anniversary I was fine when you had nothing to say But now I hear you when our songs play Every single melody is laced with pain And ener since you left me, it's rained everyday Looks like we made our choices, didn't we? Still I hear you when our songs play