I'm Not Okay 歌詞

You say time heals But I don't feel a damn thing change I'm stuck on that hospital floor Still screaming your name People keep talkin' like They know what I need But all their comfort Feels like gasoline on me Don't tell me to breathe, don't say: Let it go You don't know the storm I hold I'm not okay, and I don't wanna be I want the world to bleed like me You left a hole that light won't fill I'm angry, raw, and burning still They say you're in a better place Yeah? Then drag me there too 'Cause this place is just ashes And I'm choking on the truth I smile for the crowd But inside I'm a bomb Tickin', tickin' Ready to go off Don't tell me to breathe, don't say: Let it go You don't know the storm I hold I'm not okay, and I don't wanna be I want the world to bleed like me You left a hole that light won't fill I'm angry, raw, and burning still You were my anchor, my voice, my ground Now I'm just noise without a sound I curse the sky, I curse the day That took you, and walked away So don't try to fix me, don't fake a prayer I don't need hope, I need you here I'm not okay, and I won't pretend This rage is the only thing that understands You left a hole, a goddamn scar And I'm still screaming where you are You're gone And I'm still here And I hate it I hate it so much