Living in Reverse 歌詞

I don't know where I left my mind I don't know when it got so sad Why am I so afraid to live? Am I always gonna feel volatile? For a while, I left it behind Swallowed clouds, didn't pay much mind Thought it was just a phase, but the seasons never changed And I cried My best friend's a dog I'm scared, she's getting older Can't end up alone With my sarcastic soul And I know you're here for me Wish I could drop the irony Oh I can't stand the feeling please tell me why? It feels like we've been living in reverse And I'll try again, till I get better Swear that someday I'll be fine Guess my mind's found a place to hide Helps me keep all my thoughts inside Pretend I'm not running scared Like I didn't wish I could, fade (Called my name but it won't reply) I never knew how to say goodbye Or why your arms always felt like knives In the end when we die At least we could say we tried Can't stand the feeling please tell me why? Does it feels like we've been living in reverse And I'll try again, till I get better Swear that someday I'll be fine You're in the sky, beneath my feet Finally your own You're a Chimera, whole and free It's time for you to leave Know I'll come back, I'll come back to you It feels like we've been living in reverse And I'll try again, till I get better Swear that I will find what's laying under I keep living in reverse Why does it feel like we've been living in reverse I'll try again, till I get better Swear that someday I'll be fine