Not My Fault 歌詞

You know I felt much better when I had you With me the thunder and lightning was so beautiful But I awoke from my dream just like I always seem to It all feels so real So everybody I know, they know me well Enough to know to get close, is hard as hell But that don't mean you shouldn't try I really think you should try I've tried to fight it, but now I am on my knees [CHORUS:] It's not my fault If I can't hold on, I'm not that strong No, it's not my fault Can't you just play along with me It's been so long since we slept in the same bed It's hard to get me alone or get inside my head Would you prefer me to fake it and cry instead You say it's like I'm dead And you tried to fight it, but now you're on your knees [CHORUS] I find that everything I try always falls apart Crashes and dies and I find the strength to try again Oh I fall to my knees, and pray to begin, oh [CHORUS 2x]