Talking To Myself 歌詞

When I'm bored I get drunk and I smoke cigarettes Pretend my life's worse than it is And feel sorry for myself When I'm bored I text anyone who will text me back 'Cause I want attention, want it bad But it's not enough to help I guess there's something wrong with me Think everybody sees it too 'Cause I'm the biggest hypocrite I've ever met Yeah, I'm a little sick of waking up like this It's hard to be alone When I don't really like me I keep talking to myself But not very nicely Oh, I'm scared of where I'll go If I don't say the right things 'Cause I keep talking to myself but not very nicely I keep talking to myself but not very nicely I keep talking to myself, talking to myself Now I'm here And I'm just drinking more alcohol Only way I can deal with it all 'Cause I can't do face to face You would think That I'd open up to someone who Wants to love me but I'd rather choose To push them far away 'Cause I don't know if I'll change