Beautifully Shattered 歌詞

Slowly it pours through my veins charred mind charred mind in mid stage Feel your scars taste your pain Im trying to explain These thoughts my faults and everything that gets caught never gets away My life will never be the same Fuck that it's ok in my own misery Conjure up the pain to boost the memory Ive been broken torn down and rebuilt By me and no one else Fighting your constant input of ignorance so well Dont try and peg me Youll never understand me These flaws you claim in vain are the same reasons that damn you Fuck that Im ok in my own misery Conjure up the pain to boost the memory Kill to feel sane Sitting watching wounded by my own hand Sudden scare do compare Split feeling missed meaning why? I know when its going to be alright Ive been here twice before I never wanted to take it this far Im sorry its over Im sorry I tried I never wanted this way I lied Im now the possessed, the uninvited My scars have opened again too far for me to hide it Ive lost my drive My faith has faded Theres no point to this life I hate it