A Lesser Rate 歌詞

Oh I can relate to all of those things you said about life's little ugly things but I never thought I'd have to. I didn't wanna know just what it'd feel like to lose focus on this frequency and I'll drown in my dishonesty and I'm laughing now, hysterically because I should be further than I am. We're setting up to fall at a lesser rate. And what can I say when I do the opposite of what's always been good for me? I don't show it when I mean it. And I'm all of those things which I won't own up to: I show no common f***** decency and it's never made no sense to me. I'm in a bathroom thinking horribly because I should be further than I am. And I spent all money to get to sleep but when I die in dreams I don't wake up