MERRY GO ROUND 歌詞

I tell my soul to feel alive again Some days, I wish I could pretend So sick of wakin' up in the mornin' I find myself prayin' to God again I don't know if I hear a friend 'Cause it's just me, the way you talkin' I'm stuck inside this merry go round Don't know if I wanna get out It's so wrong if, bein' honest 'Cause I drink too much, I think too much I barely like myself enough I say, " I'm fine, but I hurt inside I fall in love, I fuck it up No wonder what the fuck it was It's all a lie, and I'm terrified All my days feelin' like weeks again I find myself spirallin' With every turn, I lose a piece of my heart Stuck inside this merry go round Don't know if I wanna get out Was so wrong if, bein' honest 'Cause I drink too much, I think too much I barely like myself enough I say, " I'm fine, but I hurt inside I fall in love, I fuck it up No wonder what the fuck it was It's all a lie, and I'm terrified And I'm on ice, surrounded Just underneath, I'm drownin' And it's all a lie, and I'm terrified I drink too much, I think too much I barely like myself enough I say, " I'm fine, but I hurt inside I fall in love, I fuck it up No wonder what the fuck it was It's all a lie, and I'm terrified