Slow Is The Suffering 歌詞

I'm watching helpless my life turning to hell I'm falling endless into the pain of loss again Your lies were promises I read in tears from crystal eyes Your tender warm caress now is freezing me inside I'm bleeding and confused can I forget can I forgive I'm feeling sad and used why am I doomed to live I've closed this book too late so hard to change my fate I fall with broken wings My soul for one true kiss too weak for pain like this slow is the suffering Oh goddess spare me yeah this disillusioned tears Desperate abandonment guiding me through all these years All hope is gone for now forever there is no light beyond the black Cold dreamless sleep is beckoning and this oblivion is death