Midline 歌詞

I need help i cant leave i cant breathe. i see my way out but I'm in too deep to care. emotionless, i feel myself about to break. Self-destruction, self corruption, this life i know, this life i hate. With each passing day my outlets slip away. i believe the lies and I dig myself in deeper. i play a daily game of tug a war between What's in my heart and what's on my mind, not weighing circumstances, Passing blindly by my chances knowing some day i might die. in the Silence of my nightmare noone else can hear me scream, noone else knows What i need, noone else believes, i could die and not care. i need Something to set me free. reflections from my past that seem so unreal To me, i'm out of touch i can no longer feel me, my heart is sick and My mind is reeling. don't know myself, don't know why i still don't care . i'm the only one that's paying, and i'm the only one that's playing. The more i struggle the more i lose. i dig myself in deeper and still Don't care then the moment comes when you reach for my heart, i know It's to hard to find