The Meaning of My Mind 歌詞

I hear the voice commanding my head I can't refuse I did all the things that it said I will never forget that one rainy day When the voice said to me: "now it's time to play" They said that the killer was cruel, mindless, blind They don't understand it was fault of my mind I hope I could change the course of the past Everytime I hear the voice I wish it to be last I wonder if there's another of my kind I don't understand the meaning of my mind There's no way to silence the voice or me Everytime I try it says: "can't you see?" There's nothing to give, there's nothing to get It matters no more, they are already dead I'm inside your head, I am your mind You won't kill yourself, we want to be alive I hope I could change the course of the past Everytime I hear the voice I wish it to be last I wonder if there's another of my kind I don't understand the meaning of my mind