I Swear I’m Not OK 歌詞

Do I fight another day to walk out my life Should I find some rest for bones I walk to the ground You wanna say you wanna try and risk We tripped across for a good time through that door I always knew you were my missing piece Let's find another way to get out I swear I'm not okay I pray for love but all I really see is the pain She said she can't let go She broke my heart and tried to fix me up again I walk this road alone I've grown so numb And she's got nothing left to say I wonder, still wonder why Why you're doing this to me Life is such a mystery But we know what we want We prеtend we're making history But thеn we're just gone You wanna say you knew it all along But then you lose all your purpose and all your hope We're made of sugar and our blood is cold It's coming and it cannot be stopped I swear I'm not okay I pray for love but all I really see is the pain She said she can't let go She broke my heart and tried to fix me up again I walk this road alone I've grown so numb And she's got nothing left to say I wonder, still wonder why Why you're doing this to me I wasted all my feelings and my hope, it made a hole In my heart, in my head, that's enough, demon's fed Where am I supposed to go? Where am I supposed to go? Where am I supposed to go? Where am I supposed to go? I swear I'm not okay I pray for love but all I really see is the pain She said she can't let go She broke my heart and tried to fix me up again I walk this road alone I've grown so numb And she's got nothing left to say I wonder, still wonder why Why you're doing this to me