Inevitable End 歌詞

I've spent all my life drugged in my room In a dark and distressing Melancholic immensity Thinking and planning For the inevitable end I was born without knowing how to speak Or understand things Today, in solitude, I stay silent and just understand That the end is inevitable I can only rest when I die I want to rip my heart out In my mind, I'm just a guest, my life is coming to an end Now my soul is disappearing, and there is nothing I can do Alone in this darkness, kill me please, I am begging you Kill me, make this suffering stop! I'm a man without hope, and everything I love is just gone My life ends now with the help of this gallows A bottle of alcohol marks my fucking end