my own misery 歌詞

Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I'm a slave to my own worst enemy So ashamed of my own identity I've tried but can't escape it No, choice but to embrace it Truth is, I do this to myself Ruthless in every lie I tell I never face it I'm, I'm so complacent Why am I afraid of what it's gonna take For me to stop feeling this way? Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery I say I wanna find what's killing me inside But I can't seem to survive Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery I always run from my own emotions It's easier to keep myself broken, blegh It's easier to keep myself broken My psychosis leaves me hopeless It's easier to keep myself broken Why am I afraid of what it's gonna take For me to stop feeling this way? Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery I say I wanna find what's killing me inside But I can't seem to survive Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery I never let go of my mistakes Get up to fall on my own blade Victim of the void and I can't escape So I live by the pain and accept my fate Accept my fate I never let go of my mistakes Get up to fall on my own blade Victim of the void and I can't escape So I live by the pain and accept my fate Truth is, I do this to myself (oh, oh, oh) Ruthless in every lie I tell (oh, oh, oh) Why am I afraid of what it's gonna take For me to stop feeling this way? Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery I say I wanna find what's killing me inside But I can't seem to survive Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery I always run from my own emotions It's easier to keep myself broken Maybe I'm addicted to my own misery I'm addicted to my own misery