this is how i learn to say no 歌詞

Fuck the apologies Done being sorry for wanting the things that I want I broke my back carrying baggage For strangers who only ever did me wrong Was it more appeasing when I was just pleasing? Look good on my knees Sucks you're never gonna get me back again When I got healthy, did that make you hate me? And now, I'm never losing sleep, I'm over it This is how I learn to say no Take your pretty words and go choke People talk shit say they're gonna get better I hold my breath I can't hold it forever This is how I learn to say no, oh All of the butterflies turned into vicious lies I'd rather be on my own Tired of people being sad Told my mom to leave my dad Sometimes you just gotta go Was it more appeasing when I was just pleasing? Look good on my knees Sucks you're never gonna get me back again When I got healthy, did that make you hate me? And now, I'm never losing sleep I'm over it This is how I learn to say no Take your pretty words and go choke People talk shit say they're gonna get better I hold my breath, I can't hold it forever This is how I learn to say no, oh I think what we proved is that we are family And no matter what we're always going to be a fuckin' family