Disappear 歌詞

I would like for just one time to live without fear I would be so much happier if you just disappear Sometimes, I think of you and smile I smile inside I smile because you are not here anymore I want to live without fear And close my eyes cause you are near There's a disguise over your eyes I found myself trying to hide from you And all the memories But anywhere I try to go Your shadow still haunts me Taking the only thing I am Knowing how to break it And makes a living out of my own ashes Better shut your mouth, if it's going to tell lies You are no longer my sweet valentine So hard to forget you, I miss your eyes I said I'd never trust in love again You make me hate everything I like And make me regret for everything I've said You didn't want anything I am So I became all that I hate It was my fault for speaking the truth You weren't ready for it It's always nice to watch you go away