Already Dead 歌詞

Is there something wrong with me is this something new that I could improve (I could improve) is there some way that I could explain what happens inside of my brain did I bring this on to myself (to myself) It not okay whatever you say cause I bring the silence home with me but its off my chest and I don't need to regress cause I feel the silence killing me I wanna feel like somebody loves me I wanna feel like I've made someone proud I wanna know why I cant explain I cant explain what's eatin' my brain did I bring this on to myself I might be obsessed and think that nobody cares Its what nobody said, but then I think that I'm dead