trapped in the thought of free 歌詞

I'm so sick of thinking Too many minutes fleeting Don't want nothing to do with me As far as I know I'm stuck in between Time space dimensions beyond reach So what's the point of negativity Some days I want a break from myself But today don't wanna fuck with no one else I spent so long Tryna free myself Tryna find the hope they speak about I spent so long Tryna find myself That I found myself Trapped in the thought of free I wish I believed in All the things I'm reading Follow like I'm wearing sheep's skin But darling nobodies innocent Question everything like it's a test Sometimes I wish that my mind would rest Let me bathe in ignorance Close my eyes I just wanna breathe again I spent so long Tryna free myself Tryna find the hope they speak about I spent so long Tryna find myself That I found myself Trapped in the thought of free I look for places I can't go I want to feel things I can't hold I want to know things I don't know Just let me let go now I look for places I can't go I want to feel things I can't hold I want to know things I don't know Just let me let go now I spent so long Tryna free myself Tryna find the hope they speak about I spent so long Tryna find myself That I found myself Trapped in the thought of free