The best thing 歌詞

I want it, I need it, I have it. Then I go and leave, I ditch it, I trash it and I know why I miss it the moment i do it its a self fulfilling promise i made to just destroy it. Or anything that could be understood as good for me. I guess if you called me pathetic then i'd have to agree. Oh Oh Oh I just keep throwing Oh Oh Oh I just keep throwing Oh Oh Oh I just keep throwing away the best things that happen to me. I woke up this morning. I saw that you had called me but the girl that I slept with is still fucking snoring. Wish I'd better sense of knowing who I hurt, I know I'm pushing all your buttons while I lift up her skirt. Just when you leave me.. That's when it hits me. It was all my fault. No I can't defend. It's too late now, here I go again.