Think I'm Sick 歌詞

I'm sick I think I'm sick Sometimes I think I get like this I bite my tongue, I clench my fists Resist at first and then reverse The night knows me by name Its shadow trained to dull the pain All the black begins to blur Resist at first and then immerse It tires me, it makes me sad To think of all the nights I've had Eyes shut tightly, I shut down Won't be that much longer now In the quiet, in the dark All my ideals fall apart When they come for me again Resist with everything I am It tires me, it makes me sad To think of all the nights I've had Eyes shut tightly, I shut down Won't be that much longer now I'm sick, I think I'm sick Sometimes I think I get like this I bite my tongue, I clench my fists Resist at first and then reverse Life's a war, you pick your fight I think mine picks me first most nights If I should wake before I die Then promise me you'll never get this sick inside Can't undo a word I said Years of struggle still ahead All the trouble in my head I wish I were good instead I'm sick, I think I'm sick Sometimes I think I get like this I bite my tongue, I clench my fists Resist at first and then reverse My adversary knows me well She's out for blood, too soon to tell If I'll outsmart these lies of hell And think my sick self back to health