Inescapable Destiny 歌詞

I was decomposing on the inside and had festering and suppurating wounds on my skin the pain and grief i could no longer hide it's not just the physical pain but also the psychological pain that hurts my body is getting weaker and it slowly falls apart every day the pain is getting worse, but noone cares i'm just someone with AIDS, the worst disease ever thousands of people died already, some of them committed suicide they couldn't stand the pain. to heal this was the only way you hear the people talking behind your back, even your friends don't speak to you anymore thats the extra pain that brings this disease i don't know what to do and i feel useless i'm all alone on the cruel world feeling sicker and weaker it feels like i'm decaying alive and the pain will never stop until i die so that's what i'm going to do, i'm going to end my life slit my wrist or shoot my head off i don't care, as long as it happens as soon as possible so that's where i'll end-in a grave where noone looks after me i died like many others but they shall die like us so painful and useless