Nonexistence 歌詞

I thought, for a moment That I could reach you, so distant With all the strength I have within But only pain drowns me again Trying to rise above the surface With the little of me that still has purpose I thought a smile would make me whole But even smiling, I lacked control I felt the emptiness surround me Your scent in the air, it set me free For a moment, you were here with me But soon enough, you ceased to be You were never really there Just a dream I built with care I created you to find my way But in your gaze, I lost my place Just a little more Of you, my love, just a little more I searched for you in fleeting memories In cold streets, in endless miseries Without knowing that you had gone And with you, the part of me withdrawn And then I saw the naked truth You were never here, just a distant muse Made to shine only for me Only to fade into obscurity I felt the emptiness surround me Your scent in the air, it set me free For a moment, you were here with me But soon enough, you ceased to be You were never really there Just a dream I built with care I created you to find my way But in your gaze, I lost my place Just a little more Of you, my love, just a little more Now I see, I haven’t breathed in so long You were the echo of my own sad song I made you up to feel alive Only to see I could not survive You were never really there Just a dream I built with care I created you to find my way But in your gaze, I lost my place Just a little more Of you, my love, just a little more Just a little more Of what never was, just a little more