heartless 歌詞

I want to go downhill Loving and hating myself Is part of my whole life I don't want to be you Find myself in purgatory And be someone radioactive Knock on your door Knock knock knock I don't leave you alone No day you live And I don't want to be you Selfish and heartless Who just wants to fantasize Trip to hell, I don't want to miss my existence, I want to die in peace I don't want to miss you, I want to see you dead You realized that you only had me (That you only had me) Do you realized that you miss me? (That you miss me?) I blame you for everything I feel, you didn't value me and I waited for you