RUSSIAN DOLL 歌詞

What’s with that hole in your head? Couldn’t say when it came, how I was shot last time But I can tell I'm when I'm caught hopelessly Beneath seances summoning more from me than I’ve got And I'm just so tired, 'cause each day takes aim At all that it knows me to have, and expands on its list of demands This year I enter the winter so full of resentment Covered in brand new bruises, but none that I remember I’ve seen the signs before So why can’t I recall? How did I find my way home last time? I fall on square one, each fall I take Why should I try again? If I know that tomorrow Will bring new lows, can I still go? Is it hopeless to put myself Through the motions, through this wringer? Oh, my head’s hardly here on a good day And it’s certainly gone when it rains If you shot me tonight, would it kill me? Would I find the time to die in your gaze? Can my present last if I have no past? Nothing's clear when I look back, it’s just black But I’ve seen these clouds before So why can’t I recall? How did I find my way home last time? I fall on square one, each fall I take Why should I try again When in the end, it never changes Just the same thing One song that keeps spinning over and over again I'm scared out of my mind, stuck inside a hole And this is just the first of many, first of many, first of many I'm grasping at liquid minutes, I feel like I’ll never be satisfied I am scared out of my mind, reveling in this dance And hoping it’s the first of many, first of many, first of many Can it be our first of many, first of many, first of many?