Self Pity 歌詞

Every time I wake up I am scared to think How do I feel today, am I fine today It usually gets worse after an hour or so Then I have to go, I really have to go I hope you'll never get to feel the pain The pain that you've gotten me go through I hope you will be spared the grief I feel And live on without this torture Walking down the street there's too much happiness Though I know they lie, in their hearts they cry I'm tying hard to think about their misery Then I feel ok and I'd like to say I hope you all will get to feel the pain The pain that you've gotten me go through I hope you won't be spared the grief I feel And live on in this torture I have to loose these silly thoughts Not just think about myself Not to mirror my despair On these innocent poor souls It's no use it's just a flight From the truth and from my life It's the easy way to go In this self pity I'll drown I hope I'll never get to feel the pain The pain that I've gotten you go through I hope I will be spared the grief you feel Though I realise I don't deserve it