Darkness 歌詞

End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me Wrote the fuckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fuckin' habit Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut Barely even stand my fuckin' self, so I can't love Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me Wrote the fuckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fuckin' habit Heart breaks every time I see her face now Flipped this shit myself and now it's at a million plays, wow Failing all my classes, teachers saw waste of potential Could've been a doctor, but the music more essential I remember all the days when I couldn't feel my best Now I'm fillin' up the bank cause I made it off of rap But the sadness never changed, it don't matter what I have It'll never go away, it'll never go away When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up End my life, tell the reaper I'm sorry Suicidal thoughts in my head still haunt me Wrote the fuckin' note, I read it back and then I trashed it I don't wanna be depressed, it's just a fuckin' habit Got tattoos on my arms, so I can't cut Barely even stand my fuckin' self, so I can't love Cut off all my friends, they ask me why I'm so heartless I turn around and ask them why they leave me in the darkness When I fall asleep sometimes, I'm scared I'll never wake up When I fall asleep sometimes, I'll pray I never wake up