Forsaken 歌詞

Would you love me still if I was hospitalized? Can’t afford it when you turn me into your prize And then idealize every twist of my lip and curve of my jaw I’ve deceived myself, could I ever be bored? Fuck, I’m breaking down and become my own storm Sorry to be confusing, I’m just losing parts of myself With a kiss of my hip, oh I feel like I’m floating Then push you away when it feels all consuming Obsessed and depressed, I don’t know what I’m choosing Call it when you feel like quitting you’re over It’s not like I felt like this would be forever Nobody could ever want bloody endeavors Please don’t think that I’m trynna be so aloof It’s not on purpose you would know it if I could Insane rainy days like a burst of shame Burst down, it’s the person you chose Lock down, I’ll defend all my wounds Hope that you’ll be patient with me anyway Duck low, it’s a crazy behavior I know I can’t make you my savior But all that I’m asking is you please forsake me Please forsake me, my love Ooh, yeah