Why 歌詞

When I'm here with no one else it makes me wonder who I am Standing alone closed off from the world, do i even know this terrible girl? what makes me act the way I do, is it all just in envy of you? why am I constantly defeated? See you all together makes me wonder why Although I won't admit it I know I don't even try And who do I blame over and over again I take it out on your happiness and I do it all in vain Rpt chorus I can have anything with a simple quick demand Although I can have everything I still don't have a hand To hold if I get lonely, a shoulder to always lean on A smile to make me feel at ease and two friends to depend on