I'd hate to be my friend 歌詞

I’ve been living on a handout You put your loving on the line, hope it pans out But you’ve been looking at a man down Only a matter of time before you find out You can’t keep pretending that this shit ain’t pathetic You think that you can end it, but I think I know better than that One day, you're gonna walk out 'Cause you gave me all the care, and I think it finally ran out How many times till you let go? Flake on your plans to help me cope and convince me we won't be here Again, and again, and again, and again How many nights do I have left? Till you decide that I'm a mess, I'm a problem Always at your expense I'd hate to be my friend I’ve been living through a breakdown Every threat inside my head’s about to break out No, I could never seem to shake how I know it’s gonna end But I don’t know How many times till you let go? Flake on your plans to help me cope and convince me we won't be here Again, and again, and again, and again How many nights do I have left? Till you decide that I'm a mess, I'm a problem Always at your expense I'd hate to be my friend I’d hate to be my friend, yeah Oh, God, it’s so damn pathetic, you keep on forgetting You don’t wanna end it, but we go again and again All the sudden, I breakdown We’re going again and again and again How many times till you let go? Flake on your plans to help me cope and convince me we won't be here Again, and again, and again, and again How many nights do I have left? Till you decide that I'm a mess, I'm a problem Always at your expense I'd hate to be my friend